So I hate the library. What else is new? The only way it will let me post on this site for some freakish reason is if I write all of this in Wordpad, copy, and paste it onto my blog. That is, in fact, what I'm doing. It is odd how technology finds newer and more far-out ways to tick me off everyday.
I want to update this thing regularly, but I never know what to write! I guess I can tell you that I might be getting a car soon. Someone my mom knows is selling a 2001 Mazda Protege(Okay, for once I have no idea how to spell something). I don't know how much it is yet, but I'm about to Bluebook it. I still want my Dodge Neon that was taken from me.....(well, taken before I could buy it)
I really like Showbread. And Eisley. Just thought I'd put that out there. They have been practically all I have been listening to lately. They are also two of the very few bands that I'm into who I haven't seen live, but don't worry, I will at somepoint. I am sad I missed Eisley on Conan last night.
I write really boring blogs.
I leave for my retreat to Devil's Lake, WI, today at 5. Amusing that my youth group is going to Devil's Lake. We're going to be adventurous and go rockclimbing, hiking and camping. I can't wait, because I love things like that. I find it annoying though how some girls bring their hair straightener, ALL their makeup, and their best clothes. Then they complain how they will get "dirty." UGH. Yes, I could consider myself a girly-girl, but on occasion it is inappropriate and just plain stupid. Sorry. I like to complain. I shall return Monday evening sometime, so in reality I probably won't be online until Tuesday sometime.
Pray for Kelly. I'm sure all of you know why.

Jumping on the blogwagon

So I decided that I felt left out without one of these. So here ya go.

I have a xanga that I blog on, but I got bored with it. I will probably end up the same way with this, but I couldn't live with the fact that I was probably the only J-snag-er without a blogspot.

So here's what's going on in the life of Hannah...

The thought of school makes me feel ill. Literally. I don't like this whole homeschool thing, because it's basically up to me to make sure I graduate. I don't feel like I have done enough, I don't feel smart enough, and I don't think I can do it. I think this might be God's way of telling me that I can't. He can. And I can through Him. I don't know what I am doing for college, and it sure doens't help that everytime I talk to someone who finds out I'm a senior asks, "Oh really? What are you doing for college?" "I have no idea...." That is my routine conversation with adults. And everytime it happens, I feel sick. I want everything figured out. I want everything to be figured out for me. I just want to sit back and watch.

I realized that I need friends who live close who have the same obsession with shows. I mean, Kelly does, but I'm losing her to Minnesota....so that doesn't help much. Everyone I talk to seems to look down on me because I blow all my money on shows. No one can ever go with me, because they've got "responsabillities." I don't like going to shows alone. I have missed many a show because no one would go with me. So if you don't know me, live close to me, and adore concerts, please be my friend!

I guess that's all for now. I doubt anyone will read this, let alone comment it, but whatever. I like blogging. Now I just have three blogs to manage. Yay me.